Where there is crowd of people there are bound to be always a few clashes of personalities and opinions, and in this case it appears to be just that, and now taken to heart to take your anger and frustration out here via your keyboard.

Up until now, I have not heard of you personally nor has your personal back story with specific individuals involved.

Your actions speaks louder than words, the things you have done and said probably will not be forgotten as you keep playing yourself victim.

The ban from the discord for a second/third time was more like a fault of your own doing (if that was you), creating an alt spouting BS and carrying on like a pork chop.

There are toxic situations, and toxic individuals and above it appears to be one of those, this is full of vitriol.

Most of all this is a personal matter.

Your "reality" is skewed by your own individual experiences and on going issues with said individual, and that's unfortunate.