Keep wiping at The Vault endboss with random parties

[Gavanri]

Yeah sorry it was not mean't to discourage you as i will more or less only heal with friends or FC members because i just do not feel good enough to heal randoms, friends understand this.
My first time tanking that place with 2 friends and a a healer complained on how undergeared i was and went on and on. A FC healer came in instead and had no issues healing me

I can kind of understand that healer even if I wouldn´t bitch like he/she did. More like, panic inside^^ Most of my fails were because of oom or one dodging mistake - whenever I saved mana by not healing myself up ofc.

Well I never bitch about anyone´s gear even if I know it got to be bad... inside it still annoys me when I run out of mana twice with proper use of Lucid Dreaming & Ethers, said LD is on cooldown and none of the other players can or will help me recover MP... this only happens whenever the whole party loses tons of HP during the fight.

When I had to run Antitower for MSQ yesterday I had to rub my eyes... No one but the other sproutling lost more than 15% of their HP, ever. First time I saw this happen. Was a chill run with lots of healer DPS^^" Turned out they were friends queuing together and helping one of their newbies.

Anyways, the next healer check (and according to wiki it got a DPS and tank check too, oof) is up, Final Steps of Faith. I will need faith... in myself and my comrades x)