Change to the ban system.

[KaivaC]

To take a break from this game would mean I take a break from life. This game is my only means to happiness and even that is not true happiness but it's better then nothing at all.

...assuming that this isn't a troll post, you need to take a break, seriously. This isn't healthy. This is an addiction and it's going to harm you. For your sake, I hope that you will realize this before it's too late.