Change to the ban system.

[HyoMinPark]

To take a break from this game would mean I take a break from life. This game is my only means to happiness and even that is not true happiness but it's better then nothing at all.

I think it’s time for you to go seek some professional help. There is clearly something far larger at play, and only a professional will be able to give you the help you need. You want change? Why don’t you start with changing yourself?