Change to the ban system.

[KaivaC]

Ah, then I guess I'm just doomed. I'll just give up on everything then. Thank you all for giving me the eyes to see that not a single person cares. Have a wonderful life. Lesson learn for me. Never bother to try and speak out. Always be pushed down and stepped on and laughed at. Got it.

Stop it. Seriously. Stop with the over-dramatics, stop with the self-pitying. You've been given options on what you need to do - quit going to such extremes just because some folks are not feeling sorry for your situation. A lot of good advice has been given throughout this entire thread, and it's something that you probably need to do. Take a step away from the game and just focus on yourself. I can promise you that your issues are not going to go away if you keep subjecting yourself to the same environment expecting different results when you are having a hard time controlling your impulses. Given the length of this thread, I can promise you that the mods probably have an eye on this - so chill, before you end up losing access to the forums.

Just take a break over the holidays - there is nothing currently that requires you to keep pushing yourself in this game. How about just taking a break until 4.5 comes out. Step away and start working on yourself. At this rate, with the posts you've made, you're only hurting your cause, not helping it.

[Hope_For_Change]

Stop it. Seriously. Stop with the over-dramatics, stop with the self-pitying. You've been given options on what you need to do - quit going to such extremes just because some folks are not feeling sorry for your situation. A lot of good advice has been given throughout this entire thread, and it's something that you probably need to do. Take a step away from the game and just focus on yourself. I can promise you that your issues are not going to go away if you keep subjecting yourself to the same environment expecting different results when you are having a hard time controlling your impulses. Given the length of this thread, I can promise you that the mods probably have an eye on this - so chill, before you end up losing access to the forums.

Just take a break over the holidays - there is nothing currently that requires you to keep pushing yourself in this game. How about just taking a break until 4.5 comes out. Step away and start working on yourself. At this rate, with the posts you've made, you're only hurting your cause, not helping it.

To take a break from this game would mean I take a break from life. This game is my only means to happiness and even that is not true happiness but it's better then nothing at all.

[HyoMinPark]

To take a break from this game would mean I take a break from life. This game is my only means to happiness and even that is not true happiness but it's better then nothing at all.

I think it’s time for you to go seek some professional help. There is clearly something far larger at play, and only a professional will be able to give you the help you need. You want change? Why don’t you start with changing yourself?

[KaivaC]

To take a break from this game would mean I take a break from life. This game is my only means to happiness and even that is not true happiness but it's better then nothing at all.

...assuming that this isn't a troll post, you need to take a break, seriously. This isn't healthy. This is an addiction and it's going to harm you. For your sake, I hope that you will realize this before it's too late.