Is this truly wrong?

[Starflake]

Personally dislike these melodramatic threads. This circus has lasted long enough, don't you think? This feels like a soap opera where the initial deemed great player has fallen from grace once found out and is now on his way to redemption. There is plenty information out there already for Summoner, probably the most detailed. Look at good SMN PoVs in slow motion, make notes yourself. Must be honest with you though. If after some effort you can't break the 9th percentile, it's probably just you not able to process information fast enough to make it work.

There is nothing wrong with wanting to do better and worrying about the impact you have on your static members that are better than you. I was in a similar situation and I was able to improve myself. I've mained Monk, BLM, SCH, Ninja and Dragoon, and I did a good job on all of them. But personally if I were a 9th percentile player that is having a hard time overcoming that barrier, I would quit my static as most of them are 80 plus percentile players.