Is this truly wrong?

[Mayku]

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Thank you for your reply.
I usually do around 650- 800 dps but in that party I was the only one healing and raising, I cast all the time without downtime. (other than the pink color of O6S because it was my first time and was scared about it)
I am sorry but I really felt like the sch could have changed to dps and it would have been the same result.
My first goal is to keep ppl alive and buff them, I don't care to get in the fflog top 100 in DPS as healer.
I don't even have a parser because I was in first server static in FFXI and it burned my soul down.
I do look a bit FFlogs if someone parsed to see if I overhealed too much, but rarely I check the dps.

On the other day, I went with an other party, the healer was marvelous, we dpsed, we healed, we raised...we where never out of mp.(and I did again pink)
And we killed the O6S boss at 30% hp.
Sometimes the numbers change a lot if everyone does his basic job first and then think about FFlogs.
Also I do understand that me not being in a static but in random party makes each fight different each time.