Is this truly wrong?

[KaivaC]

You want my honest advice?
Stop using it.
Take a break....focus on just the game..enjoying it...playing it as good as you know you can.
Don't obsess over numbers.

This is why I refuse such tools...its a trap. Even others I've known to use it are dropping them....its just toxic to yourself and others around you.
What it comes down too is if you give a damn...it will show in your play style. Once you know what you need to know...numbers are nothing...its just practice...and will power.
As I've said to others...already know I suck....numbers won't change that. All I can do is keep trying. :P
*Love your new image on your sig btw <3 *
And for crying out loud..remember you're human. You will make mistakes. People who forget this are better off leaving.

No...it was good back in Deltascape because I had a base line, and went in with multiple classes to figure out what felt natural to me. I was good with SAM until I heard about them being excluded (ironically, I haven't seen it happening after I dropped SAM to keep up with the PFs). Then it was RDM for Shinryu Ex, which was fine, but it was around that time that a static I filled in for mentioned my low numbers. I didn't really start caring about where my percentile was at until Sigmascape.

I still don't feel that FFLOGs itself is bad...I just wish that right now, I didn't know about it. It isn't as if I'll not check when I do my runs, because I know I will, so I dunno...guess you could call this obsession?

*Love your new image on your sig btw <3 *

Oh no...don't try to break me out of this sadness. Let me be mad >.<
I found a really good artist who drew it for me. The signature is only showing 1/3 of the full picture.