I was wondering if it were possible to get some emotional help

I have been part of the community for I think 5 years, I played 11, I went to the last Fan Fest

the common feeling I get is this shell of fakeness, that I need to get over i guess, but I'm having to deal with multiple emotional issues, I know they say you can simply talk to a doctor but it can get expensive real quick, even with insurance...

I have never really asked for anything from the community in general, I remember complaining every so often about particular updates, lol still looking forward to those new Relics, Also I hosted a big march a few months before Stormblood.

physically doing really well, Pedaling a lot more often, not playing too often.

To be honest I'm breaking down, I experienced something horrible back in November, after that things started to spiral out of control,

if anyone is interested in chatting, please contact me, I will be online tonight,

my character name is Fayt Enderas