I'm not sure I can do this again.

[Laurawrzz]

I agree. I'm burning out again too. The last time this happened, I decided to shake things up a bit - I created an alt with a different gender, different race, and went on a different data centre from a different part of the world. I started on the job I had hated the most on my main - BLM. I really enjoyed it. I then took up DoL and DoH jobs - something I also hated on my main. I really enjoyed them too. After a while I went back to my main, but now I'm burning out again. Turns out I was just delaying the inevitable. The whole thing is so mind-numbingly repetitive. I'm now bored, and lonely, because I'm UK player on a UK server that plays late night so there's infrequently anyone to talk to or do stuff with. I don't enjoy the company of the hostile people you get in PF to do savage content, and can't find a static that does my hours of play. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind solo, but there's just nothing new to do. There's not even anything old to do, since no one does old content anymore, and if they do it's unsynced and not even remotely challenging.

Everything's just so predictable and monotonous these days. I wish I could just change servers to better hours, or maybe unsub, but I don't want to lose my Shirogane house I worked so hard to get And because I'm still subbing, I don't want to waste my money by not playing. I'm starting to feel like the Ouroboros snake. I'm actually hoping one day I'll wake up and think, 'f*** the house' and just go.