To ... My Dearest Zenos?
To ... the one who awakened me,
You told me to
live.
Is it pathetic that such a tiny thing sparked something in me?
You urged me to continue thriving, to claw my way through life, and in doing so, gave me drive.
I’m no good at poetics, I’ve never been.
Neither am I good at timing.
Clearly.
But there’s something in me that’s been set aflame and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it from the moment we spoke.
You called me a beast, similar to you, and for a long time, I refused to believe that was true. We were of different breeds, set on different paths. But I considered. I thought and pondered until my head hurt and I feared I began to see your point. After all, I’ve done worse with these claws than others have with knives, I’m sure.
Self-preservation, opportunistic endeavors, duty. There comes a point where those all blend into the same definition, right?
But after you called to me, something changed.
My fangs ached with some urge repressed by both name and duty. But was sharp, it was burning, it boiled at the pit of my stomach and now it’s something that’s taken a hold of me.
Alas, I may have come to that realization too late.
May the flowers drink deep from your blood, as I was not able to,
- Y'dhel Tia