My dearest Haurchefant,

I know this letter won’t ever reach you, but I… miss you, terribly. The days still remain longer to me than I recall- they’d always go by so quickly in your company- and the nights remain my only solace. Sometimes, I like to look up at the moon, and whenever it crescents, I like to think you’re smiling down at us from somewhere.

I hope you’ll forgive me for not being able to visit as often as I want to. If it were up to me, I’d not leave your side. But as much as I still need you, there are others that need me out there, aren’t there…? I feel like this is what you’d tell me.

Still, I… wish I could be by your side again. I miss the way your eyes light up when you smile, the sound of your voice. The void that was left when you were taken from us has always been a chasm in my chest- the only thing I have left of you- yet… somehow, it hasn’t been hurting quite as much, lately. The loneliness no longer stretches as deeply, nor does it wrench my heart as much on the nights of the new moon.

I’ve not forgotten you! I never will. Though, when I’m beside Alphinaud, he… always reminds me that even though you’re gone, I’m not alone. Not anymore. I don’t know what to do, love. I can’t bear the thought of pushing him away- I’ve tried, the hurt increased a thousand-fold- but I can’t stand the thought of someone else filling up the void that you left. Compared to anything else I’ve ever faced, this is more terrifying.

What should I do…? I wish you could tell me…

I miss you, so very much.
Etoile Delarmes

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Letter written by: Etoile Delarmes of the Balmung Server!!

I had so much fun writing this. I know it’s not really humorous at all, but thank you so much for the chance of letting us write these out. <3
I hurt myself writing this HAHA...

If, by some chance I manage to win a spot, I'd love the Noble Barding, please.
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