I'm on EU too (Louisoix), started playing last year in october. I understand that you don't want to continue if everyone is giving you such a hard time.
If you want to chat and you have discord, feel free to hit me up (Michiyo#5291). Maybe you'll want to try again one day, but there will always be negative experiences. Should not be the norm though.

I'm at work right now so could not read the whole thread ^^;