Hiya, so as I've continued to level Smn, I still can't help but not enjoy it as much as Rdm and as I continue to force myself to play Smn, I think I'm starting to understand why I'm not enjoying it.
1. Dots: When I first started playing MMOs with WoW, the Warlock class had interested me the most since it featured DoT gameplay which was something I never did before. Now that it's been quite a few years since then, the appeal has worn off and now I'm back to preferring my damage being upfront and direct rather than a slow leeching.
2. Theme: When I was a kid, I use to love the summoner job. I'd always pick it or primarily use summons in every FF game that allowed. These days the idea of summoner appeals to be less as I've come to favor the personal spell casting rather than calling on others to do the work for me.
3. Dual Interests: While magic will always be my number one favorite style of combat, melee is a close second, with swords being my favorite melee weapon. Rdm does give me a sword and that brief bit of melee to satiate that side of me but still being dominantly a spell caster, fitting with my ranking of combat styles.
4. Elemental Variety: Smn spells tend to all be non-elemental spells, which is great, but I like characters like Terra Branford, FuSoYa, and others that could wield a variety of elemental spells so that it was always visually appealing.
I guess this long winded and pointless post was just me trying to say that, as much as i tried to make myself fall back in love with Smn, Rdm just seems to hit the right buttons for me that I can't help but enjoy it far more than any other job in the game. I guess I really should just "play what I love" rather than constantly force myself to play other jobs just because of the opinions of others towards jobs. I really should stop trying to please everyone else and instead learn to please myself so I don't end up hating the game because I'm not playing what I want and instead playing what others want me to play.