Long story short. My game crashed while playing this morning, so when I tried to restart, it told me that I was suspended due to suspicious activity.

I bought FFXIV In 2012 I want to say, and the e-mail address I used for my account then is no longer in service. I didn't think way back then to update my e-mail, so I cannot reset my password and don't know any other way to regain access to my game. Nobody else uses my computer, and I have never played my account on anybody elses system or anywhere else than home, so I dont even know how it would lock me out.

Am I totally screwed here? Never happened to me before.