While this probably wasn't the best place to post your frustrations...I suppose you've gotta start somewhere. So, I will give you my opinion on this. Some of the best things in life aren't what you expect to happen. They simply happen. Relationships can potentially work the same way. So, I vote you step away from "the search" for a little while, maybe try and reprioritize yourself. You're going to drive yourself insane otherwise. Who knows what'll happen? That special someone could come into your life in the most unexpected way at the most unexpected time.