I did meet friends when I joined, after a couple days. Guys and girls alike. It was great! I was part of an FC, and they helped me go through the motions and stuff. I also met friends from all over the server, some being closer than others, and I was having a great time in general. But the entire time, in the back of my mind, I wanted companionship. I wanted a girlfriend.

I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I don't know what the THING is that people do to get together romantically. I have friends that are girls, some I have a crush on, but I that's the end of it. I don't want to ask them out, because I don't want to come across as creepy or have them look at me in a weird way and become estranged to me. I don't want to lose my friends. But I also feel so lonely. Friends are great, but I'm missing that feeling of companionship.