I apologize if I shouldn't be posting here, but I really have nowhere else to post. Plus the FFXIV community is the one I feel closest to, having played this game for about 1.5 years. I want to share my feelings on this particular topic.

Also, this is about the overall result of my ongoing struggles finding a meaningful relationship with a significant other. If you are reading this and come to the conclusion that I can't find a girlfriend because I come across as a mean or impatient person, please understand that I'm not always like this. I just feel heated right now and want to rant and let my emotions out.

So basically, I'm done trying to find a girlfriend. I'm so sick of having my hopes go up and down. I can't find a girlfriend irl, or online, so I'm just done at this point. There's no hope for me. I'm not assertive enough, I don't have enough confidence, whatever the case may be, I'm just not fit to be out there in the dating world. Let me explain.

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