
Originally Posted by
Lalafallen
Oh, that's such a nice story! I'm happy for you that you found your friends here and actually started to get your real life back together.
As for me, FF also helped me a lot to cope with my situation. I mentioned in another thread that I suffer from anxiety which affects my lifestyle a lot. It's not that bad when I'm around people I love, but when I'm alone the downward spiral starts.
Before I started playing, most of the time I couldn't do anything but sitting in bed, crying and constantly thinking, thinking, thinking. I worried a lot, about my bf's safety since he's got to drive hours to get to work and then working in cities with a quite high crime rate, about my family and also about myself, my mistakes and everything I did.
When I started FF out of curiousity, I instantly fell in love with this game. The storyline, the music, the scenery, everything... Visiting this new world was and still is absolutely amazing for me.
Final Fantasy 14 is one of the very little ways to escape my head and my "bad thoughts", it's one of the only things I can really concentrade on. I guess you could call Eorzea my personal "happy place".
At the moment I'm home alone again and will be for another two weeks until my boyfriend comes back from work. While I logically spent most of the time playing Final Fantasy, I'm now able to do things outside of the game. Not only because I'm getting better in general, but also because I'm fascinated by the characters determination. Even little Tataru is almost never afraid and even when she is, she still get things done. Seeing the characters develop and take action even if the situation seems hopeless, trying their best, has inspired me a lot. It's a great mindset I'm trying to achive aswell.