Scholar was my main since 2.1. I remember after beating ultima, waiting for the next patch, that I wanted to dabble in healing. Then I fell in love with it.
SE ripped my heart out of my chest. It lost its perfect level of complexity. It's just not fun anymore.

As an AST, I always make sure to have my windup sylph minion out. And play mostly in noct.

TL;DR I'm glad I'm still a healer, but so so sad that I fell out of love with something that was such a part of me for over 3 years.