The Disabled Gamer Thread

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I don't think I have a right to post here.. since it's only PTSD and major depression with a dose of I.E.D. I do always down play it as I never want to fully express how bad it really is due to my past. Noone really believes me anyway, even when I was in the army. It was soul crushing really not having a place to go to - deal- with the thoughts of never being good enough and seing yourself as a failure all the time. It also doesn't help when I do fail and having those voices confirm it. There's alot more wrong with me or that was done to me but it's in the past and I try not to have it effect me now.. tho I understand what happen made me into the person I am now. Never hit your kid, even if you're mad. They look up too you, they want to be cuddled and loved.. not beaten and locked away cause you think their ugly :c.