I have borderline personality disorder which is kinda like taking all your emotions (especially negative ones) and cranking them up to 11...sadness becomes sorrow, anger becomes rage, depression becomes suicidal despair (BPD has an 80% mortality rate from suicide) I also have severe knee pain from a mrsa infection that almost cost me my leg... I also have partial complex seizures which skip around my brain triggering various effects from hallucinations to causing my body to eat up a certain mineral in my body (last time I started to become paralyzed while standing at my desk at work due to my potassium level plummeting to 0)... it's nice to have people who know what a struggle it can be even when your seem ok on the outside...