The Disabled Gamer Thread

[Okamimaru]

I have borderline personality disorder which is kinda like taking all your emotions (especially negative ones) and cranking them up to 11...sadness becomes sorrow, anger becomes rage, depression becomes suicidal despair (BPD has an 80% mortality rate from suicide) I also have severe knee pain from a mrsa infection that almost cost me my leg... I also have partial complex seizures which skip around my brain triggering various effects from hallucinations to causing my body to eat up a certain mineral in my body (last time I started to become paralyzed while standing at my desk at work due to my potassium level plummeting to 0)... it's nice to have people who know what a struggle it can be even when your seem ok on the outside...

[ko_]

I don't think I have a right to post here.. since it's only PTSD and major depression with a dose of I.E.D. I do always down play it as I never want to fully express how bad it really is due to my past. Noone really believes me anyway, even when I was in the army. It was soul crushing really not having a place to go to - deal- with the thoughts of never being good enough and seing yourself as a failure all the time. It also doesn't help when I do fail and having those voices confirm it. There's alot more wrong with me or that was done to me but it's in the past and I try not to have it effect me now.. tho I understand what happen made me into the person I am now. Never hit your kid, even if you're mad. They look up too you, they want to be cuddled and loved.. not beaten and locked away cause you think their ugly :c.