The rewards were termed "special" by SE, if I earned them it must mean that I'm special.![]()
Now I'm a "thing" and an "it", how rude of you to make personal attacks. If I'm proud of my accomplishments, I'm gloating. But if you make personal attacks, that's okay? Girl bye.
FWIW, I'm sticking around so your absurd ideas don't go unopposed.
Your entire aim has clearly been to get rewards that you don't deserve (because you cant break into the top 100) outside of the context of the Feast competitive environment. If you have anxiety issues that make play unpleasant, dont play, or take one of many anxiolytic medications. The Feast still makes me anxious, and I'm on Wellbutrin, but that anxiety makes the experience exciting. But it sounds like you refuse to take any responsibility for your own actions when playing poorly, blame others, and subsequently demand accommodations to make you feel safe and equal to others. In a competitive environment, you will find none of these, so clearly this content is not for you. Stop asking.