I am beginning to wonder why I do raids, or, why anyone does them. (This is kind of a rant but also serious question)
Before 3.4, I was not interested in raiding. Even in my FC, only a handful of people do them.
Only a couple of weeks before 3.4 did our other members attempt them. We cleared 1st and 2nd floors of savage Midas.
I also had some pressure from friends to get into raiding. So, with 3.4, I decided to try it.
[ RANT ]
Right from the beginning, I spent a lot of time gathering all the mats to make a complete set of 250 gear for my ninja and white mage, switching specializations to do so.
Spent a lot on V materia.
And started raiding seriously.
1st floor was easy and cleared quickly.
2nd floor was a little tougher, but went with the same group of all first timers and cleared it in 4 or 5 sets.
I wouldn't say it was "fun", and the rewards were a book and I got one new piece of equipment in the last 2 weeks.
Then came 3rd floor.
After many many many failed attempts, I still have not cleared it.
I have gone with many different groups, and one group I go with regularly. After reaching time limit a few times, I have become confident enough to join clear parties.
Yet, despite being a clear party, I keep seeing these things:
People can't dodge left and right sword.
Healers don't heal everyone before Whirlwind.
People ignore Lapis Lazuli order or green sphere order. (Despite macro)
People standing in the middle during final green orb phase.
And so many more.
Just yesterday I was in a clear party where we only cleared the lapis lazuli phase once.
Even though, I, as Ninja, was top on enmity list after the tanks.
[ /RANT ]
Today, we got the boss to 6%, which was a new record for me. But I just wondered "Even after we defeat the boss, someone gets some treasure and we all get a book page. For what?"
I wonder, why do we do raids? Why do we spend so much time and in-game currency to buy the best materia, best gear, best food to go fight for several hours? For a couple of pieces of gear? Even though gear with same IL can be obtained with Tomestones SO much more easily and without costing any money at all.
And, even if we do get "the best" gear, then what? What is the reward for having best-in-slot and putting out the most damage? Where is the incentive?
After many disappointing failures at clearing 3rd floor, I am losing motivation to raid. But I want my motivation back, having come this far.
But I don't know why I should do it.
So, why do YOU raid?