Me, Ironworks crafting and RNG

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BhGIMeYKBFE


This 80 & 90% hit change feels like a big fat lie

Is their some hidden 'less change to hit' with crafting specialist items? Or do I just experience the end of the stick with RNG? I tried to make 8 Ironworks specialist HQ items, with HQ materials. I used food. Ironworks HQ Gear melded. I miss some con,cp and craft, but its almost at the max. Every piece got at least 4 materia in it

I've never been this unlucky and missed this many 80 and 90% tries. My last try I miss 7(!) out of 9 with 80% hit change.
And, just to have some fun I guess, RNG gave me a rainbow sphere, at the end with 15 durability left, to make everything great again. I couldn't cast Steady Hand II because the black sphere after a rainbow would screw me. You can guess what happened next. This made me pretty salty and ask if anyone else experienced this?

because atm I'm so broke that when I'm thirsty I need to piss in a bottle to drink it.