Happened last night inside of Halatali, before even getting to Firemane. I immediately blamed myself and started apologizing to my group, especially since I explained to them that it was my first time there.

My nephew who was in the group with me (has a 60 WAR and 50 PLD) immediately said it was not my fault, and explained that the tank pulled a strong mob along with its adds while we were engaged. He stated we were doomed the moment he pulled that mob. If he was not there, all I would have saw was my failure as a healer, and I still do. I still feel like there was more I could've done. Anything other than dying!

I knew my biggest challenge as a healer would have nothing to do with game mechanics; it was always going to be getting past my own harsh criticism. I wanted to quit after that wipe. I was so upset with myself and my nephew had to calm me down. We did regroup, everyone comforted me, and we destroyed that dungeon on the second go.

I'll get better. I promise!