@CyrilLucifer

Thanks for understanding exactly where I am coming from. I am the same, and shrug my shoulders the moment someone else criticizes me. No one knows more than myself when I screwed up, and if the party wipes, I am almost always going to put all the blame on myself, even on someone else's derp. I think it is good to recognize that, and then learn to lasso it so it doesn't set me back. Hopefully I took a step in the right direction.