Missing my specialist "tomes"

[MikotoMina]

So I put away those specialist tomes for when I decide to choose which three. (wanted to wait until after patch)

Well I stored in my retainer.. and I found them missing. Did a search with nothing there. This happened to my crafting pants as well, but that's much easier to replace. I need the tomes.. or I will likely just stop crafting. Can someone please message me (GM WISE) Or give me back the tomes so I can specialize in my classes?

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World name: Excalibur
Character name: Mikoto Mina
Retainer name: Cloooouddd
NPC name: n/a
Monster name: n/a
Class/Level: any I suppose , it's for crafting.
Party or solo: solo
In-game time:
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Housing:
Steps:
1. Checked intentory
2. did hard search
3. checked retainer