Healer Confessions

[Asheilin]

WOD whm, seemed to always get the runs what had 4 healers perma-clerics and one newbie + me; so I spent the time solo healing the whole alliance and would prioritize the newbie and everyone else over the cleric healers. Would be satisfied when they died on every boss because I wasn't healing them and they were too busy to heal themselves lol

other day was doing vault on ast. 1st boss. accidently turned on clerics (and didnt notice >.>) lost one dps who then told me I had clerics up but it was too late to save the party because I was out of mana bitching outloud that my heals were broken. I felt horrible.
Another vault run, didn't have diurnal up because I forgot to put it back on when I changed to ast and was at the 2nd boss when I realised why the dungeon was so difficult to heal (and sad at all the wasted mana on aspected heals)

Been running with my fiancee who's DRK. we've a dps doesn't pull on purpose policy. We laugh alot when they die.

When not on healer, I'm freaking out because the tank has 50% or lower hp and the healer is dpsing. if I'm on a caster, I'll start healing. >.>

When dps take damage if they don't already have Medica II or Aspected Helios on they get a regen and heal. But I also like keeping regen on the party; gives me time to dps more.

I ignore Clerics in dungeons 85% of the time and do crapier dps because I'd rather have fuller heals if I need to interupt a cast to heal an idiot.