Healer Confessions

[Amiaze]

I'll sometimes cast Benediction on the wrong person as my tank dies. Then I'll play it off as an animation delay.

But it was me.

[Alahra]

I mistarget Leeches/Esuna/Exalted Detriment way more often than I like to admit.

[Yunona]

Sometimes when I run if my dps is running ahead of my tank I watch their health dip deeply, so I save them with big heals then if I see it 5 times in a row they sometimes get a few cleric stance heals. hehe or death d: In cutter's cry if someone caught in the chimera's ice blast too much they just die and I say lag got me.

[Myrhn]

On trash mobs I keep hitting 1 for cure while watching a movie at the side

[Warbard]

I use alt to mod some of my hot keys... Alt +a puts me in Alliance chat mid healing because I hit a without letting go of alt on accident. And I am hitting buttons but they're all showing up in chat window... Party wiped. Lol... Really need to change that keybind but... I keep forgetting about it because I do it so rarely... Then someone else dies...

[LStarbreeze]

I'll sometimes cast Benediction on the wrong person as my tank dies. Then I'll play it off as an animation delay.

But it was me.

Because I was too busy Holying. Yep, has happened.

[Niroken]

I like to wait for the SCH, AST or PLD to Stoneskin the entire party before I swiftcast Stoneskin II. Sometimes I stare them in the eyes before doing it.

[Saseal]

- Bismark NM, back around EA.... SMN refused to get out of the blue circles... after emergency healing the guy so many times while I was DPSing to help with already failing DPS checks (and no one else needing heals), I just started healing him in Cleric and throwing regen on the guy just so I could continue DPSing right after. >.>; I was tired of healing him for avoidable damage....
I felt relieved when he fell off the side - and would hope my co-healer wouldn't raise him when he did die in other attempts...

- Bad WoD runs.... when majority of the alliances are dead and it's just me, a tank, a DPS or two... I'm that guy elongated the fight by keeping the tank alive in hopes of pulling off a miracle and start raising healers - and too focused to see anything else..... while everyone's yelling to wipe it z.z

- I never remember I'm allowed to Healer LB in A4, when shit is happening ._. (Too used to DPS using it already or only DPS allowed to use it) - and once again, too focused on the task of surviving/keeping the rest alive to see the chat box exploding with "Healer LB!"

- DPS pulled in WoD. I let them die. :3

- Semi-related... before HW changes... Every time I DFed into Garuda EX on BRD, I hoped it would be a struggling group -just- so I can Healer LB >.>;; *Terrible*
- On WHM this time... every time I had DFed into Garuda EX, I hoped it would be a struggling group just so I'd have a bit of a challenge >.>;
- I used to think the same way for WoD, sometimes >.> (until it's terribad to the point that I needed to throw the tale into Healer horrors)

- I have a healer confession involving AST, already, in the healer horror thread.
Terrible card play and burning all the useful cards in the most dumbest ways.
3am was quite unkind to me \o/
I'm still not very good at it.

- I back-seat heal at my monitor, out loud, while I'm on my MNK in higher level content since I've ran that content on WHM so damn much >.>; (but I don't generally say anything in chat)

- I go through more MP than I probably should, when I aggressively DPS in lvl60 dungeons, when I DF in with an FC tank (IE, I trust him that I don't have to babysit)

- Loud mouth DPS in a DF'ed Titan EX. I refused to heal the guy and left the co-healer to be the only one to heal him... >.>; *Terrible ._.*

[Rin_Kuroi]

I reworked my keybings and action bar placement a while ago. Last week I went into a derpy a4. I was the last alive and just barely got limit 3. I hit my keybind. Nothing. Again and still nothing. Again. Again. Dead. After the group abandoned I realized I had bound auto attack to my limit break keybind. I had been staring at the auto attack icon for weeks and never noticed.

Not sure if this is the kind of confession you're looking for but I had to tell someone

[Muahbec]

I like to wait for the SCH, AST or PLD to Stoneskin the entire party before I swiftcast Stoneskin II. Sometimes I stare them in the eyes before doing it.

As a SCH/AST i aways wait for the WHM to cast protect and Stoneskin 2...idk..i just feel like that's part of their job y'know.

As for the thread, i aways feel guilty when i'm DPSing >_> i can't stand watching the tank's HP reaching 50-60%.
Also, when a DPS refuses(yes even if you ask them) to dodge mechanics when THEY CAN! (BRDs, SMNs, MCHs, Meeles...) when i'm with AST i sometimes leave them to die....(as SCH Eos is too kind and innocent to refuse healing them)

When i know the WHM is going to use assize/Medica/Cure 3 and i still use indomitability in despair and end up overhealing >_< (and losing a golden stack)
When i accidently use Bole(10% def) or Balance(10% damage) or spire (tp regen) on myself >_>
When i cast Benediction on the wrong player T-T
When i use swiftcast to Raise someone and i see that my co-healer is already casting raise without swiftcast, instead of raising the player i use it on a medica 2/aspected helios/ succor and leave the Co-healer casting his 8 seconds raise.....(that's evil i know... i feel so sorry for this)

When a DPS pulls i just let death take them away, sorry not sorry.