Well I've gone back to my Whm and playing around with it and I dunno if something clicked or it's just easier, but I'm having a more comfortable time on my Whm. I'm even able to find times to do some dps, though it's only a couple Holys or putting up Cleric'd dots at the moment but it's more than what I was able to manage as Ast. I may try Whm more and at least get another attempt at healer gear in the dungeons as I level and once I get either it or Ast to 60, I'll use that gear to get a start on Sch and get a better idea of which one is for me, though the way it seems now, it may be that Ast may not be the Job for me after all even though it's concept is the closet to what I've played in the past. Seems I'll just have to find a healing style that works for me in this MMO that can accommodate the needs of the healer role while keeping me feeling comfortable.