This is the end.

[Jerichai]

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May I reiterate once again, I am not condoning the OP's behavior. But I think it is fair to consider all the causes that led to this outcome. This is not some isolated occurrence. It would be nice to see at least a few people walk away from this understanding that you can't berate a fellow party member and expect them to walk away with the lesson you expected them to learn from that.