If you are struggling to log on, you shouldn't.


I'm not trying to tell you to leave! I am telling you, however, that if you aren't having fun, paying a monthly sub seems like the wrong thing to do. A few people such as myself take breaks from this game when we don't feel motivated to play it anymore.
And usually a few months later I come back to try all the new goodies! It works for me, maybe it will work for you?