Commendation performance?

[Gallus]

So, why are you bothering now? If you get that many commendations, there's no need to bother about ONE SINGLE run.
Commendations aren't important - no one, except you, can see how many you got. So who cares?

That's the issue, if I was never commendated I probably wouldn't care, but being used to it, when it doesn't happen and I genuinely feel I've given my 110%, I get both confused and a little mad ^^. When this happens, I wish I could ask those players if there was something I did that prevented them from commendating me, or if they felt my performance was simply outshined by one of the other players? We will never know because I can never ask them myself.

[micropanther7]

That's the issue, if I was never commendated I probably wouldn't care, but being used to it, when it doesn't happen and I genuinely feel I've given my 110%, I get both confused and a little mad ^^.

Ah I think I see where you're coming from OP, you feel you let the team down in some way by not getting commendations? Something like performance anxiety Correct me if I'm wrong! I think the same sometimes, wonder if I mucked up somewhere, but that's because I'm a real hard taskmaster on myself, with or without commends, I question what I can do better. I mean this kindly, try not to let it get to you and don't be so hard on yourself, I've had perfect runs without one commendation (I main a WHM), yet had runs where I dc'd, ended up on the floor.. logged back on and got two commends I was going wtf?! I was going to post Elsa singing Let It Go, but thought I might get lynched :/