There was a time when I play my healing job diligently. As SCH, keeping adlo/succor up and leeching bad status as fast as I can. However, there are many cases where instance ended and I didn't get any commendation for it, really zero of it. Not that I care for commendation that much, but that slowly makes my motivation even worse. Most of this usually happens when I'm in a not-so-good party.

Nowadays, if I joined instance and saw party just doing so-so (or terribly bad), then I play just so-so either. Don't care if they wanna boot me later, in fact... it's a blessing for me since I can re-queue and get a better party, even if I have to redo from start.

So I guess, there's one of reason I have when I play healer. But I always give my best if I'm in pre-made parties with LS/FC member or happen to join random df and met fellow mates. At least I know friends do care and support each others.