I feel OP's sadness, but as everyone else has realized, if you aren't having fun in a game, quit. Not only you're playing a game that isn't fun for you, you are also spoiling your future experiences in a more updated game. People are rushing like madmen to have all sort of crafting and capped levels on everything to just act smug in endgame, but the majority of the time spent in a mmorpg is leveling up and being a low level, actually achieving things. If you do it all now while it's not fun to do, you're gonna regret it later.