Learning that you sometimes only have that one place where you may fit in is just the truth of online in general, not only games but even things like chats. 90% of the time, you won't find people who fit in with, but once you find that one you feel comfortable with, you feel fully at home. If you wanted to give my FC a try, I won't force anything, and zero pressure to stay, but it may be what you're looking for.. Less of a "job" in the game, more of a place to call home, from what I read, that may be more what you want.