Quote Originally Posted by polyhedral View Post
Are you honestly telling me that coil is fun for yourself? I wouldn't believe you even if you said yes.
I find Coil fun now, and it only started with Second coil. I started BCOB merely for the story (and this is what still interests me the most), and I had to force myself to get past t5 because I absolutely hated t1-4 and 5 was too frustrating until I found the group of people I play with now. Then I enterted t6 feeling rather meh about raiding in general and instead I had so much fun. T6 is still my favourite turn, I could farm it for days and I hate farming! In 2 days I'll be stepping into T10 for the first time and I can't wait. I don't even care much about the gear, and I glamour everythig anyway. If I'm geared enough to progress that's good enough for me even if it isn't the best.

Sure looks "fun" to me /s, the literal face-palms, the anxiety, and the cursing over mistakes so numerous I couldn't even begin counting how many I've viewed...
That's why you find a group of people you are comfortable with. You make mistakes and you keep wiping but you can laugh it off and joke about it and the frustration and anxiety goes away. Not saying it's easy to find a group, it took me a while to find one and I have way less responsability than you, but there are people roughly your age or older who can still do that. It's not easy sometimes but it's not impossible either! If you ever feel like giving Coil a second chance, it may take some time but when you find the right group of people everything will be a lot more enjoyable.