What to do, how to do it?

[Justsomeguy]

Hey all... So I just started my sub up, woo Poetics and Soldiery being the new Myth (Figured this thread would be refreshing with how General Discussion has been as of late)

Anyway, I've always wanted to step myself into Coil and EX Primals etc etc, but to be quite frank, I'm too apprehensive. I'm still sitting at Garuda HM, not really wanting to get chewed out for not tanking it perfectly since I absolutely hate being the reason a group wipes.

This has been the only thing that has stopped me from advancing and enjoying the game and I don't really know what to do. I've joined some FCs but never really got around to joining/making a static within them. So now I'm just gearing myself up to i100-i120 for my tanks and getting my next Relic upgrades for them etc etc.

Didn't really want this to turn into a complaint/whining thread but, I do feel at quite a loss. Don't really know how to step myself forward.

Edit: Just realized I said Garuda HM :v I meant EX >x> I'm not -that- apprehensive