It had been a while since it took me almost 2000 fates to get my Atma. So long in fact, that I started looking at it through rose coloured glassed. I was telling myself it couldn't have been as bad as I remembered it being. I convinced myself of this, and started working on a second set.
The first one dropped within 4 Fates, nice! "This really isn't that bad I can do this" -the words came to mind immediately. Then I spent 8 hours over the next two days looking for another one, but came up empty. That's when I remembered the rage. That's when I threw my controller as hard as I could at a big fluffy pillow. "This really is that bad and I cant do this again"

I want another 12 Atma for NIN, but not until the raise the drop rate.