Let me share an experience back when I used to play Diablo 2 I loved it. Then by chance I was able to get all the gear I wanted and then I was like what's left. Everything got boring.

If gear was just handed out what would be the point of playing. No matter what game you play there will be a "grind". Do you have the passion to push through it and achieve your goal? No? then stop playing. Or do something else. Yes? Good luck and dont give up.