OK HERE HERE I GO:
Yumi~
I am truly sorry that things did not work with your being in our FC, but unfortunately for you, making this "Pity" thread for yourself is having way too much backlash for what its worth no? Because well, there two sides to every story...I will say though that after my experiences with Yumi, I would like for all us to perhaps take into effect that the OP is perhaps someone of a 'younger' audience, and her arguments are/will/should be perceived that way.
As far as recruiting you went, I'm sorry you never were a part of a group...but in my comment that I stated on your app, I clearly said that at the time there wasn't any room for you. You said that it was ok, so using this fact to help impoverish more pity upon yourself is saddening.
As far as your play style goes, there were many of us in the FC that pointed out to you (kindly enough) that it was odd and suggested that you not do it, but you gave us the impression of 'rolling your eyes' and not taking said advice, as you have been with EVERY single person that you've come across in this thread, plus your numerous other ones.
If you had read our recruitment post, it states that our FC utilizes a 'prospect' ranking when you initially join...during this time you are being evaluated based upon NOT just your game performance, but also your socialization with current FC members and how you handle yourself in general ~ You failed this...as stated above you have this odd 'tank play style' (also the aoeing medica II's in Mog ex and dpsing during myth mass pulling runs when the tank and blm are dieing...), plus you were quite annoying sometimes in FC with your antics. You would constantly talk about gil, then the next would be consistently begging for someone to give you gil (to friggin glamour youself no less). You also never once used our voice chat system to interact with us (cept for that 1 time in Turn 5 when you get getting hit by fireball when you were too close to OT and made conflag get more stacks) You should be happy we also don’t utilize Sons of Anarchy Prospect system, it ain’t pretty (that hazing bro)
This leads to quite a bit of fishiness that sprouted around our FC house/garden. You seem very much interested in our estate and how to operate it and kept pestering us as a whole on 'how it should look' and 'can I be main decorator yada yada'. Here's a piece of advice...if you're walking into someone's home for the first time (especially in real life), if you don't like how something looks, just keep it to yourself. Get to know your company before you go ranting on about how something needs to be improved. I never appreciated how you dissed on the house I picked out, and how you wanted to be heavy into gardening yet you never managed to actually upkeep our garden (besides just miraculous being there to 'harvest' our plants -__-). As far as decorations go, you volunteered to rearrange and buy a few furniture pieces (cuz apparently you didn't like how ours looked..), so stop using this bit as a foil as well to gain even more pity. As Plat said earlier, it was your volition to buy the stuff to 'make yourself happy' because you couldn't accept the way our home looked.
Also if you borrow/lend money out or w/e, be more vocal about when/how you’re going to pay it back/what you expect. You never vocalized to anyone (at least not an officer) how about much you apparently spent and what not, and for the people who did lend you money how you would pay them back. For example, I lent you 200k so that you can buy 400k Jute seeds. You never once got back to me in regards on how that split was going to happen (I never hounded you for it either because I was watching how you would handle the situation + I’m not c-word about shait.) All I saw was 3 weeks later via party/fc/tells ‘Hey can I borrow 100k? I pwomise to pay back later’…. -.-; hell you wouldn’t even give me the jute that I spent the gil on, and proceeded to charge me 100k for a piece of jute. Now do I personally care that I lost 300k? pfft no…do I want you to pay me back? No…I just hope you take heed and care with your future transactions, cuz it can come bite you in the ass if you ‘hit the wrong dog’, hue hue hue…(Platinum Disco- daily basis).
In conclusion, I myself was willing to even give you a 2nd chance and perhaps talk to you about your issues, but it was an executive decision that we part ways. I am actually kinda glad now, seeing this is how you act by glorifying yourself to be the victim. I do wish you luck in your future endeavors, and I am sure there are plenty of FCs that will be a good fit for you…I just hope you take my advice in regards to how to handle yourself and not throw it to the side /issuspectingyoumightplzprovemewrong