This is going to be a Rant.
Trying to do Thornmarch and Titan HM to get gear for my other classes, always being a Tank since I find matches more quickly. After about 150 runs or so of doing Thornmarch, the Mogblade finally drops, the other Tank has Curtana and Holy Shield Zenith. I need and ask if I can have it since I'm still using a level 55 Sword and he clearly doesn't need it, he Needs on it anyways and gets it.
I'm going to be honest, this irritated me greatly. Not only have I been constantly giving tips, doing the markings, trying to make things go smoothly, but I'm also doing this so much and never getting anything. The one time I could, a Tank gets greedy and wants it for his Glamour instead of doing the right thing and giving it to someone who actually NEEDS the damn thing.
Then I go into Titan HM, and the DPS is terrible. We get 50% Echo buff before we barely beat Titan with 5 people up. The whole time I've been saying we should just give up and try again since it's been 45 minutes by the time we got the 50%. Wall of Crags drop, I plead with the other Tank that I've been having awful luck and could use it. One of the healers insults me and says I don't deserve it because I've been "moaning" that we should have given up after the DPS kept wiping us over and over by the 30% mark.. The other Tank gets the shield and the healer leaves before I even get a word in.
I fathom why I bother trying to do anything anymore, my FC doesn't need to do either of these anymore, and no one else is available to help. Doing these through the PF is all I can do, and at every turn I'm getting shafted, not even getting one damn weapon for all my time and effort, all the while still getting mocked and otherwise for when I've just had enough of constantly asking "does everyone know what to do? DPS can you please try and dodge Weight of the Land? Healers could you make sure to heal Damage Down? Tank could you make sure to hold the King at the West side of the arena while I take the adds on the East" and so forth.
What the hell am I supposed to do?