I've got to say the people on these forums really amaze me. It's been what, barely two weeks? I never thought grinding took a lot of mental fortitude or emotional strength, but I now see I must have all along been made out of sterner stuff. Does it just bother people that it's out of their control? Do they really internally justify with some false understanding of probability? Does everyone really grind with their teeth clenched, spitting and cursing at every drop they deserved? I just cannot understand this at all. It's your right to spend your time how you want, if you sit for 8 hours doing something you hate it's your own fault you're the one to blame.