If you're trying to pretend that the name of YOUR character doesn't reflect some of the qualities of your own self, then you're just being ignorant. I'm sure turning to cussing and insults makes your argument sound much more valid (sarcasm). I'm merely stating the obvious traits about yourself and you're becoming offended by it as you've apparently not accepted your own true personality being a negative narcissistic person. It's okay. We all grow up sometime.