I started PLD so I can help with the shortage of tanks. I am new so I make mistakes. I guess the fun for me comes from helping people who need it.

However...

The stress of PLD has turned me into a jerk to others. I once complained about a tank stacking skeletons in CT on first boss. To be honest what made me mad was that before the pull I said in alliance chat, to talk to your party if you are new to the content.

It probably didnt help that the day before a high level PLD snapped at me and called me a scrub.

It is a vicous cycle of hate that cant seem to end.

I love the job, I just cant handle the people I have to deal with in order to become better.