Thanks for all the nice comments, people.

I did also read all the server change offers but I do run a FC of my own so I am committed to Goblin, hehe. It's a social one and stuff, trying to find like-minded people. Unsurprisingly it doesn't get very many members but the ones we have are quite worth keeping. We even bought a house together. ^.^

Anyhooo I feel better now and I spose I just have to try to chillax tho that's never easy with social anxieties. :P