I totally understand this feeling.

When EX primals were released, I was a couple days late to the party due to work obligations. By the time I was able to sink my teeth in, many folks on my server had already or were close to clearing titan. By the time I was able to get a few practice parties in, I felt I was ready to go for the win, so I entered with a pre-made containing many folks from one of my linkshells. I knew that they were kind of elitest but we had played together before and we were all in the same shell.

I knew the fight but I didn't know it carnally like I do now. I made the mistake of being just in range of a bomb explosion and ended up losing enough health that I was killed by the next mechanic. Thats when the insane trolling began.

By ls members.

After 1 death.

I was rattled, and ended up dying again. Instead of dealing with the trolling, I just left. Wasn't worth it.

Now I clear titan whenever I want. I know the fight inside and out. Not only when to dodge, but how to maximize my damage around his mechanics. And anytime I see anyone from that group bitching about having a bad time in a party, I have a good laugh to myself.

Hang in there man. Make a /blacklist macro if you have to. Just blist the jerks and keep on truckin. You will win these fights. You will progress. And you will feel like the most powerful bag of animated pixels when you are victorious.