I love the game, but... Titan

[Maqaqa]

Coil isnt mandatory (i mean, you dont need to beat coil to get your relic) and CT gonna be easier.
I dont suggest to buy the Titan run, but if you really are that desperate... i understand your frustration.

However, what if you level a second job? Are you going to buy a Titan run everytime you need a relic?
What if a friend needs your help? You buy him the run too?

Your best bet is to find a group of people and work with them, that will help you not just getting your relic but being able to take on any content later in the game.

edit. Shout in Mordhona and look for people that is having your same troubles with Titan, and form a Linkshell dedicated to learning the fight. Hire a couple of expert players if possible (dont pay them lol).
It might take a few days but once you beat it you will be a true hero, much better than the "mercenaries" you wanted to hire.